today

weight 10st 7.8lbs (147.8lbs)

consumed water, coffee, skimmed milk and beer.

got 8lbs to lose in 9 days, it is possible.

felt like shit earlier, feel better now, 5 days no food....

stay strong, starve on

 

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Comments (26)

  1. wirelessguru1

    ..and I had a banana a couple of burritos, coffee, water, two fiber cereal bars and two small oranges so far today…

    April 11, 2015
    1. lostgirl28

      cereal bars are bad for you, full of sugar

      April 11, 2015
      1. wirelessguru1

        Well, this one says:
        - Helps lower cholesterol to promote heart health
        - Promotes digestive health
        - Helps satisfy hunger as a healthy snack.

        April 11, 2015
        1. lostgirl28

          they always state the so called benefits, but never list the bad stuff, if it’s been manufactured in any way then it’s unhealthy

          April 11, 2015
          1. wirelessguru1

            Not necessarily.
            Either case, healthy or unhealthy is much more a state of mind.
            In other words, mind over matter.
            So how one feels is what makes one health or unhealthy.
            A lot more than food anyway…

            April 11, 2015
      2. surewhynot

        you know whats worse than cereal bars? starving yourself for 5 days, or any amount of time for that matter.

        April 12, 2015
        1. lostgirl28

          you don’t get the irony

          April 12, 2015
  2. wirelessguru1

    BTW, why did you choose that avatar to represent you here?

    April 11, 2015
    1. lostgirl28

      because she’s skinny, beautiful and successful, everything that i can’t be

      April 11, 2015
      1. wirelessguru1

        ..and why can’t you be that?

        April 11, 2015
        1. lostgirl28

          becaause no matter how hard i try, i fail

          April 12, 2015
          1. wirelessguru1

            So try even harder…

            April 12, 2015
            1. lostgirl28

              i’m done trying

              April 12, 2015
            2. wirelessguru1

              Why?

              April 12, 2015
            3. lostgirl28

              i really have tried harder than anyone else, i’ve loved more and cared more, i really feel it, but i always end up like this, what’s the point? none of it matters to anyone

              April 12, 2015
            4. wirelessguru1

              It should matter to YOU.
              Forget anyone and everyone else.
              Self, the one, always comes first.
              Look, you cannot help others properly unless you are strong and healthy yourself.

              April 12, 2015
            5. lostgirl28

              i’ve just had it proved to me once again that i don’t matter. i’m not strong anymore. everyone has taken my strength and left me with nothing

              April 12, 2015
            6. wirelessguru1

              Stop blaming everyone else!
              ..and of course you are strong since you are talking to Me here.

              April 12, 2015
            7. lostgirl28

              i was strong, i’ve had to be, i’m not anymore

              April 12, 2015
            8. wirelessguru1

              Look, the simple fact that you are still talking to Me here tells Me that you are still strong…

              April 12, 2015
            9. lostgirl28

              talking to you is easy, you ask the hard questions, but that’s the best and easiest way for me

              April 12, 2015
            10. lostgirl28

              if you want a glimpse of how i was look at my replies to lengedary22 on one of my recent posts

              April 12, 2015
            11. wirelessguru1

              That’s what I AM here for.
              I can see you.

              April 12, 2015
            12. lostgirl28

              i know you can, just can’t see myself at the moment

              April 12, 2015
            13. wirelessguru1

              Because you fear your image and your shadow…

              April 13, 2015
            14. lostgirl28

              i fear everything atm

              April 13, 2015