couldn't weigh in this morning because i didn't go to sleep, really want to know how much i weigh. been 6 days with out food. so far today i've had water, skimmed milk and coffee.
i have a horrible thought that keeps going around in my head, my so called best friend was cruel to me, he let me down, hurt me when i needed him most. i miss him already. i will always miss him. but i can never be friends with him again. i can never even see or speak or communicate with him again. when he sent me that text he destroyed our friendship. he broke my trust. he betrayed everything i ever told him. there is no going back. it is over. i have lost my best friend. my soul mate. the one person i could say anything and everything to. the one person i could totally be myself with.
that's what hurts the most.
why did you do it Andy?
stay strong, starve on