it's happened again and it's happening again. i can't stop it anymore,too much has happened and this is the only way i know to regain control. I'm so sorry to everyone that i love, my parents, my son, Andy, Gemma, Eleanor, i can't stop it anymore and I know how it will end this time.
I reached out to someone again today.I cut today for the first time in years.
It's all too hard.
i want to go.
stay strong, starve on xxx