monday 29th november

still alive, still depressed. i'm trying to learn not to speak too much. i'm always the person with the strong opinion, always saying what i think. but i've realised that i have nothing to say. nothing that anyone really wants to hear. why do i bother...

tuesday 23rd november

i ate 534 calories yesterday, i didn't do a workout but i kept really busy all day doing housework. i'm struggling, i want to eat bad food. this keeps happening. i suddenly think "whats the point" and it doesn't matter if i'm fat or thin, i'm still...

diary of the depressed

it's been a long time since i last posted. heres a quick update on my life. i got my weight down to 7st 3lbs (101 lbs). i wasn't feeling great. i could barely stand, i was cold and dizzy all the time. then one evening i looked in the mirror and my...