so alone

is this really the only place i can speak? i try and talk but people either get upset or angry or both. i don't blame them, if i had to listen to me i would be the same. i'm so sick of being so pathetic. i'm so sick of needing people. they always let...

hurt

men always want to hurt me, as soon as i feel strong again some man feels the need to put me back in my place and show me that i'm weak. i know men are stronger than me, if they want something they will take it and there's not a damn thing i can do...

oh

am so sad and hungry, but can't eat. i keep making the same stupid mistakes in my life because i'm so stupid. when will i learn? when will i give up trying? nothing i ever do is good enough. i give and give and give and all i ever get is pain. i'm so...