i know i'm a joke

i know what people think of me, i think it of myself too. i am a complete joke. i am a ridiculous excuse for a person. i know people laugh at me, not just strangers but people i know, friends, guys. i am a laughing stock. i go around with my bleached...

i weighed in

i weighed myself today, 7st 5.4 lbs (103.4 lbs), not bad considering the weekend, it could have been a lot worse, but i'm really hoping to be back down to 7st 3lbs by the weekend. yesterday i ate 548 calories and i did do my half an hour of...

oops

i haven't written for a few days, i ate loads the weekend just gone. it was half planned though, i was feeling soo weak, i could barely stand at times, i knew i needed food and lots of it. so i ate. yes i do feel re energized now, but eating the food...

weak

today i've eaten 499 calories, done an hour of cardio and 300 stomach crunches this morning and done half an hour of weights this evening, i weigh the same as yesterday, 7st 3.8 lbs (101.8 lbs). i feel like crap, i'm so weak i can barely stand at...

going down!

today i weigh 7st 3.8 lbs (101.8 lbs), i'm so happy, i've eaten 469 calories today, done an hour of cardio and 300 stomach crunches this morning, tonight i done an hour hip hop dance class. thats all i can be bothered to write tonight, i'm too...

still the same

today i still weigh 7st 5lbs (103 lbs), i'm not too worried, i should start going down again soon, my target is to get to 7st 3lbs by the weekend, that's only two pounds, should be doable :) today i've eaten 469 calories, done an hour of cardio,...

giving my life to ana

today i weigh 7st 5 lbs ( 103 lbs) which is good as yesterday was my 1000 calorie eating day, i was dreading putting on weight, but i stayed the same which is good. today i've eaten 469 calories and i've done an hour of cardio and 300 stomach...

i weigh 103 lbs!!!

that's right, i lost 0.8 of a pound and now i weigh 103 lbs exactly (7st 5lbs), i'm so happy, i've only got half a stone (7 lbs) left to loose before i hit my goal weight of 6st 12 lbs (96 lbs)! i stuck to my plan yesterday, except i didn't...

lost again!

today i weigh 7st 5.8 lbs (103.8 lbs)! i'm sooo happy, yesterday i stuck to my plan, i ate 494 calories, done one hour of cardio and 300 stomach crunches in the morning, was busy all day cleaning my sons room, then i did half an hour of weights in the...

stayed the same :(

i haven't lost anything, i'm still 7st 6.8 lbs (104.8 lbs), i'm a bit disappointed as i must of burnt off a ton of calories yesterday with my two workouts and sorting my sons room, but never mind, i guess i can't expect to loose weight every day :( ...

update

so i've done exactly as i planned to do today, i've eaten 494 calories, done an hour of cardio, 300 stomach crunches, done half an hour of weights and tidied my sons room, god, it took over four hours to do, lots of hard work, lifting heavy boxes,...

the plan works!

today i weigh 7st 6.8 lbs! (104.8 lbs) i'm sooo happy that i've lost a bit, i know it's not much but after drinking saturday night it could have been a lot worse! so today i'm sticking to 500 calories again, i've already done an hour of cardio...

doing ok

so yesterday i weighed in at 7st 7.6 lbs (105.6 lbs), i didn't weigh myself today as i went out last night and had a couple of drinks, i will weigh in tomorrow, see what the damage is! i'm getting a little worried that i won't stop when i hit my...

i've lost!!!

that's right, today i'm down to 7st 8.2 lbs ( 106.2 lbs) that's 1.2 lbs lower, i'm sooo happy! i've already done one hour of cardio and 300 stomach crunches today, i might do some yoga tonight, just half an hour or so. i'm sticking to 500 calories...

today

so today i still weigh 7st 9.4 lbs :( i'm disappointed but i'm sticking to my plan, i've done two workouts today, one hour of cardio this morning followed by 300 stomach crunches, then this evening i've done half an hour of weights. i've eaten 470...