at least now i know

once things are said and done there's no turning back, it's out there, and we can pretend that everything's fine, we can pretend we are fine, we can put on our fake smile and give the fake answers that people want to hear, we can seem happy and like...

the bitch was right

turns out that nasty bitch in my head was right again, my best friend at times hasn't wanted to see me, all because i stuck up for myself for once and didn't let her walk all over me. i knew people didn't really want to be around me. thats two people...

how stupid am i?

there's a reason my so called friends don't want to spend time with me. there's a reason i am always single. no one likes me. and i can't say i blame them. i don't like me either. but i'm stuck with me. 24/7. when will this all be over? when will i...