4 days, no food

nearly at the end of day 4. i haven't eaten anything. felt crap all day. headache, dizziness and hunger pains. yes, i've been really hungry today. but i haven't even thought about eating anything. i like the pain, i like the emptiness. i like feeling...

3 days, no food

nearly at the end of my third day of fasting, woke up feeling like shit, massive headache and dizzy. two painkillers and some coffee later and i felt a bit better. not really felt that hungry today, haven't been tempted to eat at all. went to my...

fasting

i didn't eat yesterday, i haven't eaten today. i feel really light headed and quite spaced out. it's nice. my stomach is cramping with hunger but i like it. i'm feeling cleaner. purer. i'm guna try and fast for two more days, making four days in...

therapy

i haven't eaten today. went to therapy. i talked. it's taken weeks for me to talk. i told him that i cut. i told him that i've cut twice in the last fortnight. i assured him that i didn't cut badly. i told him this while i squeezed the two inch cut on...

16th february

i've just eaten some chocolate, i feel sick, but i will NOT purge, i might take a laxative though. eating does more than make me feel sick. it makes me feel dirty. it feels like a disease thats running through my body. when i don't eat i feel clean...