can't keep fighting

i've been trying so hard to stay positive and happy, to talk to people and be calm. it's not working. i've been trying so hard to ignore the bitch in my head. i'm so lonely with out her though. real people can't be there for me 24/7 like she is, and...

my hardest post ever

so, a lot has happened. i was pregnant. 9 weeks 4 days. the father was a good friend. the most amazing person i have ever met. he is some one that i love very much. i couldn't keep the baby. he lost his son a few years ago. he has never gotten over...

the broken heal

things have been bad recently, 2013 was one of the worst years of my life. but i made it through. there were two shining lights of that year though, regaining contact with an old friend and meeting the most amazing person in the world. because of...