a bad few days

not been great, between eating with my boyfriend and my dads birthday i've eaten loads! i didn't even enjoy the food, i thought i would, but i didn't. none of it seemed to have any real taste and i'm bored of chewing! i've still got some crap food in...

sad

my boyfriend just said i looked like a big blob

i broke

yesterday,and today. i ate. i ate loads. well not that much, too much food gave me stomach ache. but still, more than 500 cals a day. i broke because i hadn't lost much weight in the last few days. i ate because i'm on my period and it sucks. i ate...

still going

i've stuck to 500 cals a day, but my weight lose has been shockingly bad!!! hardly lost anything for nearly a week, though overall i have lost 14lbs in 21 days, which i suppose isn't bad, just should of been better! other things are still getting...

day 18...

been busy recently so not been on here for a few days. diets still going well, i have lost 13lbs in total, though its been tough at times, keep getting headaches and feel tired and dizzy, but i've stuck to 500 cals a day. my only let down is that i've...

nothings changed

still the same as yesterday, in weight and mood....but i went to the gym in the first time in ages, had a really hard workout, pushed myself a lot, will go again on wednesday and friday, hopefully i will lose weight tomorrow. my boyfriend seems a...

not sure....

everything is weird at the moment, on the one hand my life is great, on the other its awful. spent a couple of months crying last year. have stopped that now, mainly because i'm scared that if i start crying again i won't stop. eaten 500 calories a...